goshychickas

aug is commingggg to town..

2009-07-26T23:35:00.002+08:00

omg. aug is coming in like a week away.

and i have to brace myself for a busy schedule. for weddings esp.

be it in S'pore and M'sia.
i am so gonna be very tired..

plus, birthdays of my loved ones are coming. alot of kaa-chings already been put aside. esp for his.
let's jus say that he gonna love the least expected present.
anyway, back to the busy schedule.
if you follow my tweets religiously, you will realised that i am proud to announce that i am now an 'intern'. a very busy one.

i have got to admit that i enjoyed this workscope compared to the previous one. but somehow, the load became much heavier as im beginning to take over the whole workscope.

yes, one piece me. one WHOLE workscope.

however, i have to pay something in return. an hour or two of staying back to finish the workload. i have no regrets but somehow its something that is hard to adjust aft having lagging around in work and gpong to websites aft websites starting from 4pm onwards. LOL.

i know, i know, im not a good worker and i deserved this workscope BIG TIME. heh.

anyways, i have told myself right in the beginning when i got to know that i'll be transferred out that i shall savour every moment of this, no matter what.

no negative thoughts are allowed.

even love has been supporting me right from the start too.

he, too, had alot of new bunch of workscopes. we are pretty much balanced now. LOL.

you know what im looking forward nowadays? going back home everyday, kick off my shoes, have a good bathscrub and lied down on my comfy bed. oh oh, weekend included. such a pity that weekend only consist of two days. its never enough now..

true?

just wait and see...

2009-07-20T01:07:00.004+08:00

ok another update from me.

i spent my weekend well. with my dear fiance of course.
we had a good talk yest and realised that something is missing.

we spend hours thinking and try to find what it was.

so alas, we knew.

a big project coming up which pretty much guessed by everyone.
but it came accompanied by a few small ones.
that we WISH so badly that those came true first.
with much patience, guidance and hardwork.
things that make usme feel good about myself.

what is it? you just gonna have to wait.
for now, its just gets me counting the days gone by and having to have Love to boost my days ahead with encouragement.

lalalalalalalalalala.
i'm happy that we came up with these.
but i'm not satisfied as they are yet to be accomplished.

June, a pretty busy month..

2009-07-19T23:14:00.003+08:00

urmm, so yeah despite from Jacko's passing last month, i have my share of stories to update. as i was looking at the calendar just the other day, i realised that June was a pretty busy month for me. every week, something surely has been stored for me. be it, pre planned or last minute. i was highly demanded, u can call that! haha.

some of the things that happened back then.

1st two weeks of was spent with my friends from Secondary Sch and with my family. i do not have any pictures from the get-together however. cos most shots are taken from Widya's camera which hit me now that she's yet to upload it up. typical.

then the fllwg week, me and my family hit the beach, one more time since the last was on Marsya's birthday. weather on that day was not on our side though. it was pouring and we have 2 kids in tow. phew, that day was chaotic but managable. :)

alright, come 19th. it was so last minute. it was nearly 11pm, when Heli's fiance called me to come down to Heli's place to surprise her. oh, PW Lily wasn't spared too. wait, did i mention that Heli lived in Woodlands and ms Tampines here had to rush there within 30mins! even the cab driver can sensed that i was in a hurry and my god, was he speeding like mad!

but its worth the high speed riding though..she was shivering of shock! haha

as if that wasn't enough, we surprised her one more time at MM. this is more organised one, i must say..

and so the last week of June was scheduled for Widya's hens night.. one simple night that filled with a lot of laughter..

there's a whole lof of pics to be uploaded here. but well, its safely stored in my multiply. so feel free to look it up yeah. bye for now.

xoxo

FLEA MARKET SIGNAGE UP!!!!!!!

2009-07-05T00:41:00.003+08:00

WARNING : THIS MIGHT HURT YOUR PURSE.

SATISFACTION GUARANTEED.

the passing of Michael Jackson 25th June 2009

2009-06-29T01:33:00.005+08:00

im pretty bumped with his passing.

*sob*

so i leave you with this amazing dance of him that impersonate James Brown. (check 0:50)

just look at how talented this humble man can.

Goodbye, King of Pop.

1 mth passed

2009-06-19T14:44:00.001+08:00

love chip

2009-06-14T21:18:00.003+08:00

bcos of l.o.v.e, i will try my best.

even if i have to slave and sweat.

even if i have to sacrifice my leisure time.

yes, im speaking the language of LOVE.

it just wont go away.

2009-06-11T14:22:00.004+08:00

ok this feeling has been bothering me ever since ermm, let's jus say for some time now. i couldn't help but reminiscing every single thing now. and i decided to pen this down eventhough i jolly well know that this feeling isn't doing me any good. but, i wouldn't want to forget that it happened either. thank you for that call. for that thought. it does get me head over heels, for a little while. but im lucky to realise and come to my senses real fast.

B'cos why?
B'cos I've moved on.

B'cos I realised big time that it's something i can never have.

And I'm proud to say that I never regret doing so.

Never.

3 at one Go..

2009-06-05T22:02:00.010+08:00

Here comes the update for Marsya's 1st Birthday.
phew!
& alot of other updates that come along.

It was Marsya Syaurah's 1st Birthday on 16th May.
We celebrated it at the beach. =)

I went 'aww' when i saw the cake.
Very much like her isn't it.

Ok, this is Nabil's cake.
You see, he simply love birthdays.
Doesn't really matter if it was not his birthday.
But he MUST haf a cake for himself too.

Weird eh.

Marsya got the shock of her life when we smeared cream on her face.

cried buckets aft that.

& still crying..

she must have really hated birthdays now.

spot Nabil with his 'birthday gift' from my bro.

Marsya was eager to play with her gift from yours truly n uncle pye.

the beautiful dress from maman ajid and aunty ain.

a dress i wish to have since i was young.

the week after, we went to the wedding of Love's friend.

as you can see the guys are busy doing the hadang.

of course, i got the chance to meet my best laughing partner, Emy.

if you check my tagboard, she is the one named Datin.

Who keep pestering me to put up this photo of hers.

mentel!

i wasn't at my best during the wedding.

i looked shagged, didn't i?

Lastly,

happy 53rd birthday to my dearest mum on 3rd June!
unlike years before, we had gifts for her.
but, no worries.
we had some plans, come October. :)

Smtg still pending

2009-05-26T09:35:00.006+08:00

will be updating Marsya's Birthday celeb soon yeah.

a lil late, i know.

but i still want to.

before that, ive got something BIG to settle.

WISH ME LUCK!

Declaration of Love

2009-05-19T00:53:00.014+08:00

so many UPS and DOWNS throughout these 5 yrs.

Alhamdulillah, we make it for another year.

n many more centuries to come, insya-allah.

remember the time, love, each time we celebrated new years?

we promise to be more loving than the year before.

well, we accomplished that.

we always make up for times that we missed to spend with each other.

sometimes, getaways are the answer.

*glee*

remember the first time, we had an outing with my family?

it turned just fine. you blend well with them.

just the way i want it to be.

and now with all the big plans coming up, it makes me realised that we are going stronger than ever.

we pulled through the setbacks.

we made up after stupid fights.

we consoled each other with care.

we comfort each other with soothing words.

on days that we need to cut back, we went on simple outing.

with cameras in hand and snap our night away.

we laughed along the way.

and had fun.

lots.

& not forgetting the day we got tied to each other.

not officially, though.

but we are happy for that to happen.

Happy 5th, love.

its worth the time spend at Bridge Leaders Camp back in '04.

its the time when you first lay your eyes on me.

& its worth the effort done to annoy me

& to catch my attention since.

love u sweets.

one deal, is confirmed.

2009-05-11T15:20:00.003+08:00

yup, we did make the One choice OFFICIAL.

alhamdulillah,

one deal is already in our hands now.

many more to come.

many things to consider.

many things to decide.

more headaches crawling in.

AIYOH.

a gd thing, all right...

2009-05-08T12:14:00.005+08:00

i SERIOUSLY had to lose weight.
jus the other day, i looked myself into the mirror & i noticed that im getting chubbier!
the flesh jus add on to the already chubby cheeks..
bleargh!
so far, im doing alright ~ i guess.
cos i no longer eat late at night.
late, as in VERY late. once it hits midnight, my stomach will growl n i will make my way to the kitchen, searching for food.
but now, when the stomach growl, i jus cant bring myself to it.
i surprisingly couldnt finish my fave dish either.
oh wait, is it because of that glucose thingy that i was forced to drink?
err, my blood somehow has low glucose for a few years now, so i had to eat rice jus to replenish sugar in my blood.
it was Love's idea forcing me to drink tat awfully-weird-taste liquid.

i think, he gave me a appetite-killer & frequent-toilet-meets drink instead.

& i have one whole tin of such to finish.

chosen LB and thats it!

2009-04-22T16:50:00.003+08:00

i've settled for the one.
no more fickle.
i have made the choice, will make it official soooon.
so no need of Hon as now.
i mean, i've thought it through and chose the best.
no need of him to talk me round.
just as yet.

**gleeeee**

things in my mind, yet again

2009-04-21T21:36:00.005+08:00

you wouldn't want to be in my mind right now.

it won't be a pleasant trip.

i need u here, hon. :(

susan boyle's shock!

2009-04-16T23:14:00.004+08:00

who says that Talents need beauty?
take Clay Aiken for example.
he's such a geek for a start.
c'mon, take a look at the video.

Susan Boyle on Britains Got Talent 2009!! Incredible Voice!! @ Yahoo! Video

beauty does lies within huh.

it gave me goosebumps too.

brithday stories.......

2009-04-12T17:56:00.011+08:00

time for an update, like seriously!

so people, brace yourselves for a lot of photos here.

all right, here goes.

3 days before my birthday, love brought me to Villa Bali to enjoy the garden dinner which i requested much earlier. i never been to that place before, and was i shocked seeing the surrounding. soo much like Bali! of course, it would be more perfect with the sound of the waves in the background.

oh, i was hit with surprises on that day.

first, was the brownies. these are, by far, the BEST brownies i ever had. i first taste them during my E day. n now love ordered them again, jus for me. heh.

as i mentioned earlier, the place was effingly gorgeous!

makes me miss Bali even more. so we had to order the Jimbaran Seafood Platter. yumm! but it couldn't beat the food over at Jimbaran though, but still yummy!

just as we about to dig in, the present came!

but it came along with a person! hah.

i was shocked as hell, yeah. as i was told by Love that my present will only be delivered in a few days time. sheesh.

kena trick.

i was beamed with excitement the moment i open the side part of the gift.

because i got C905, baby!

thank you sayang!

after the dinner, we proceed to sing our hearts out.

then came, surprise no 4. my Gf came with her fiance to give me a heart attack!

haha. boleh mampos ok.

came tues, my birthday itself.

love brought me to witness the MOST beautiful sunset ever!

nevermind, the wrong dresscode for a beach outing.

we enjoyed it, all right.

the next day, we went k-Ok (again).

this time, we went with the siblings.

they actually bought me a cake and of course, to surprise me.

but this boy totally gave it away.

he came in the room first and tell me, "bibik, abg PON ader cake tau. cake turtle!"

haha. how cute is that?

the rest goes unsaid. i had cream all over my face. sheesh.

thank you to all my dear friends for the well wishes.

i simply enjoyed my birthday this year.

& to my siblings, of course. we gonna have ALOT of these in the future, yeah.

lastly, thanks to my darling for the hardwork done.
hah. cayalah lu.
u indeed up for my challenge huh.
i got pretty impressed with things that has been stored for me.
jus to be sure that these won't fade off aft we got married eh.
haha.
on top of everything, i love you sayang!

happy birthday watee~

2009-04-07T00:34:00.004+08:00

I've turned a year older.

\m/

Wddg of Ross & Lily

2009-04-02T22:12:00.011+08:00

Wedding of Ross & Lily

As promised, here comes the pics taken from my dear GF's beautiful wedding.

the gifts from lily to ross. what can i say? the gubahan was awesomely done!

we were blown away by the beauty.

check out her nikah outfit. one word ~ gorgeous.

here she is, with the guestbook. a gift from yours truly & Heli. we took at least 2 mth on the design & whatnot..

job well done by Iss.

we looked so demure, we know.

while waiting for Lily to change to her second outfit, we came across this antique phone at the void deck.

So this minah kampung just had to take photo with it.

here she is, with the second outfit.

here's the outfit for Sanding.

gifts from Ross. ALOT of history behind those gifts. Hah~

last pose before we proceed down to the pelamin..

a-must thing todo for every Wak Jai's event

& he sang again over at Ross's place

*roll eyes*

the last outfit..

Selamat Pengantin Baru, Ross & Lily!

May your life filled with happiness till eternity!

Love,

Pye & Watee

& of cos,

from the rest of the rock chix too..

\m/

mon~morne

2009-03-31T17:18:00.004+08:00

a lazy Mon evening..

a break from the wedding we attend the day before..

& so we treat ourselves to sheesha..

yea, sheesha on Monday.

no other perfect day for that.

heh.

will upload pics on my GFs wedding soon ya.

yours truly is not in a mood for a dashing update.

changes?

i hope not.

for it, i shall endure whateva befalls upon me.

shopaholic, are we?

2009-03-27T22:57:00.003+08:00

as you all may already know, someone gonna be a married woman tomorrow.

so we, sugars, got the whole things planned out. from the outfits for the two days, nails coloured, visit to hair salon..

with the nails done, we went to watch this,

just look at the shoes!

i WISH i had that many too..

the current collection just couldn't beat that!

& i loveeee the bandana on her..

gee, pretty.

maybe i should starting wearing one too.

hmmmm

she's getting hitched!

2009-03-27T14:54:00.001+08:00

my GF is getting Hitched tomorrow!

freaking HAPPY for her.......

WOOHOO!

scaryyyy~ night!

2009-03-22T15:46:00.004+08:00

it was yet another Saturday.

n we decided to have a movie marathon. it been eons since we did one. the last time, I had to apply a half day leave just for that. hah!

& so we watched Race to Witch Mountain featuring Dwayne Johnson fka The Rock.

*faint*

a so-so show i must say. well, im drooling more on Dwayne rather than concentrating on the movie. heh.

next, we watched Coming Soon..pretty chilling..but funny, for me its of more shocking moments than scary...haha..as if im brave cat or something..

the truth is, i got a hardtime sleeping!

putting aside the fact that very night, Love got me played the game, hotel626.com which, believe me, is scarier than Coming Soon!

try, i dare u to..

Worried in Monthsary

2009-03-19T17:05:00.004+08:00

Happy Monthsary to US!

xoxo

Ya Allah, berikanlah kekuatan & kesihatan yg baik ke atas org2 yg ku sayang..

ku mohon, ya Allah.

terlalu berat untuk diri ini

hanya dgn kuasa-Mu dan keizinan-Mu

ku mohon yg terbaik untuk segalanya

lily's hen night..

2009-03-18T15:39:00.009+08:00

With much excitement going around, i present you the pics of my GF's hen nite...

Hope you enjoy urself that night, sweets. Cos' we do.. We really, really do..

& we are still not over that.. LOL

still sounding ever-so-rock after the par-ty..

we were talking over lunch afew days back and realised that the next time we meet, her hands will be smeared with henna. haha. something funny, for us.

yet, we are excited.

cannot wait for those precious moment, lily.

i hate my BOSS

2009-03-13T01:59:00.001+08:00

how i hate my fucking BOSS.

urgh!

^&%#^%*&*%^*#%

GO TO HELL!

proud owner now..

2009-03-11T22:52:00.003+08:00

alhamdulillah..

thank you Allah, for the luck that behold upon us..

one of our greatest wish came true eventually..

it is also our greatest worry of all..

alas, it eases down..

n now we are smiling with a BIG sigh of relieved..

we are so freaking happy, can??!!

** can't afford to yadayada anymore, time to push our butts forward to other important details

geesh.

Adam Food Centre

2009-03-07T18:00:00.004+08:00

Before i left for the trip, i had to satisfy Love's craving.

food, that is.

to be precise, food from Adam Food Centre only.

so a short, simple outing we had. mmmm.

just look at how rich is the milk on the ice kachang.

oh, my mouth is watering now.

heh.

i want to go there again!

A.S.A.P

pls honey, bring me.

GEnting getawaY (1-4th Mar)

2009-03-05T21:54:00.013+08:00

i had a GREAT time in Genting. Not mentioning a cold experience one too.

it feels like there's a gigantic air-con upon us at full blast while having to see the fantastic view!

all in all, im beginning to miss the weather there cos now i feel hot and massive headaches have been hittin me since i got back.

so, let me share my brrrr experience alright?

upon reaching the hotel, we couldn't help but noticed the figurines there.

so yeah, the idea of imitating them came up almost immediately.

while sipping coffee, we were greeted by this amazing view.

of course, i cant resist of not taking pictures.

the fog in the morning was especially thick. breathtaking.

the fog too however reminds us of the Nuri Helicopter crash accident that happened in 2007. how sad. :(

couldnt imagine how thick was the fog back then.

saw the roller coaster at the back? well, i braved my heart and soul (hee..) to take that ride. i was saying prayers while in the car. no kidding. my heart just sank the moment i saw that valley. it was an unforgettable moment. but hey, ive already tried once. :)

later that night, we celebrated the Sister in Law birthday.

just a simple one with the siblings as the rest are all worn out for the day.

the morn after,

the above 3 excluding me (no, thank you) planned to take this ride before we say goodbye to Genting,

but what the heck, i was psychoed to.

urgh!

ok i admit, the ride was awesome lah..

4 days gone, & we bid farewell to Genting. and urmm, if you were to ask me if there will be a second trip again. i say, thank you very much but no. if only they can bring down the theme park to KL eh.. haha

on the other note, a little disappointment that Love cant join us this time round, again.

but what to do, work held him back.

Confused

2009-02-28T01:10:00.005+08:00

pls bear with these. while watching ET, my mind came up with the following. :)

hidup ini tidak memerlukan kekayaan harta semata-mata

hidup ini perlukan kasih yg teramat sangat

kasih yg tiada batas

kasih yg tidak memandang raut wajah

indah

itulah kasih

pentingnya kasih ibarat bunga yg kesunyian tanpa lebahnya

amat teristimewa

sungguh

hidup ini juga ibarat patung yg memerlukan arahan

arahan dari hati

pandangan yg jauh itu yg diidamkan

diidam oleh semua makhluk

khayalan? tidak.

keinginan? ya.

namun keinginan yg kadang kala membingungkan

setiap gerak geri diperatikkan

kejam? mungkin jua.

simpati? tidak perlu.

jadi, segala arahan dari hati itu adalah emas

segala keinginan itu adalah kesempatan

capai sebelum hilang

genggam sebelum mati

ok people, go puke now, for all i care..

to be honest, i felt better after typing those phrases..

arr..

anyway, i was photographed just earlier.

great. & pretty too!

presenting the photographer. lol

hah!

58th Monthsary

2009-02-19T09:38:00.003+08:00

Happy Monthsary, Love.

and oh,

wo ai ni.

xoxo

ok, i obliged.

2009-02-16T16:20:00.003+08:00

after much thoughts, im prepared to let that thing go.

for the sake of my beloved oh-so-kind parents.

just tell your fucking mothers to mind their own business and

do take care of you ~~girls~~ siblings well before commenting on others, ok?

like what i told ila yesterday, im not at a losing end here.

my sins are definitely more than my good so yeah, go and take some of them with you bitches.

these people aren't worth of my thoughts, hell.

what goes around, comes around.

let's just say that more shits are gonna happen to these wicked bitches,

i don't know.

but im sure there is, somewhere, somehow, sooner or later.

only then, I will be having the last laugh.

fuckers!

2009-02-16T02:54:00.002+08:00

im cannot believe this is happening. behind my back!

bunch of fuckers.

nbcb.

tell me straight instead.

bloody bunch of fucking cowards!

oh girls, if you happen to read my blog through ila's blog.

go tell your fucking MOTHERS to come straight to me.

c'mon, come clean.

V-day..Not!~

2009-02-15T18:15:00.005+08:00

Nothing beats the lovely time with lovely Fiance..

xoxo

Office Madness!~

2009-02-13T23:56:00.005+08:00

What happen when two people got bored in office?

One is overly stressed out with work.

The other just plain bored of waiting for her fiance.

for a two days straight, the two of these boring ppl stayed late in the office.

one last shot before meeting the fiance!

2 days of fun, laughter & of course, company!

2009-02-09T22:26:00.012+08:00

this entry gonna be all about pictures.

firstly sat afternoon.

went to an engagement of Pye's cousin.

of course, i got to meet my good friend, Emy.

bila Diva da jumpa Datin, kecoh u! (inside joke)

then we went to Fort Rd for some camwhores before proceeding to our usual hangout, Al-Majlis..

seriously, all the time we were there, i did not know the name of the place till Love told me, again.

heh.

it was there when i realised that my BFF can do SO MUCH more than just taking coloured photos. :)

boy, was i excited for able to master that function.

just yesterday, we made use of the Spore Flyer tix that i got since Nov 07! imagine that. for the whole of 2008, we actually abandoned those tix. tsk tsk.

Flyer ride is like basi to some people already but not us lar dey!

we were actually excited to board it for the FIRST time ever.

which sadly, we realised that the ride wasn't as much fun as we thought its gonna be.. :(

however, the company is. :)

so there you go. my weekend were spent with the people i adore the most.

Past, present..

2009-02-06T00:45:00.009+08:00

was browsing a long time friend's multiply & i saw the pics of our trip to KL back in 2004!

gosh.

i just had to steal some of them.

one thing for sure, my pose NEVER change. haha.

as can you see, my rich chin is hardly visible!

i noticed one thing on Pye for most of the photos.

he is always with cigarette on his hand the whole time!

ok except for this one, cos we were at the train station.

8 hours of ride back to S'pore.

no kidding, i tell you.

even sleeping is hard with all the jiggly train.

rudy & jumi with us in the background.

i cannot remember what i did that got him laughing.

oh, i miss his hair..

very the Sheila on 7 eh.

the most spontaneous couple, you can ever get.

i do not want to publish this pic actually.

couldn't bear to see my own face. hah.

call myself lucky for being a self-confessed kental.

haha.

& oh oh, look at his hair..

*faint*

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just look at how much we have grown.

told you ppl, my pose never change!

heh.

In the Office

2009-02-04T22:13:00.002+08:00

moments before lunch.

heh.

Rock purba..

2009-02-01T21:01:00.003+08:00

pardon the 2nd post for the day.

something to share with you ppl.

esp rock purba lovers. hah!

while you-tubing yest, i saw this.

check out 06:56

this is how they do it, last time.

do not say, its kental.

u ppl love them last time.

heh.

Friends, back to back!

2009-02-01T17:16:00.003+08:00

I have finally finished watching FRIENDS from Season 1-10! Yeah!

Each episode from each season. Back to back.

Yes, i have watched most of the episodes umpteen times but this, i try to make an attempt not to skip episodes, like i used to.

So yeah-huh, i did it!

phew!

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trying to put all heartpain away makes me missing my hon even more.

disheartening.

2009-01-31T00:56:00.005+08:00

i cannot believe these are happening.

so many things going on.

first, stating on the obvious prob, my face. so its not a need for me to say it now. bah!

secondly, his passion. im torn, truely. i know he's sacrificing everything for MY sake but im pretty sure, deep down he wants it. badly. i do not want to be a hindrance to his passion. i have promised to support his decision no matter what, no matter what cost me. but its hard. very painful, for my part.

hmm

thirdly, had a discussion earlier. NEVER, NEVER did i expect to hear those words coming from that person. :( it is just so disheartening. what did i do to receive those words?

what are my mistakes or unfaithfulness that i ever did to be 'slapped' with that decision?

what do i do if that happen for real?
haiz. have i not done enough? am i the flesh & blood, really?

my mind is overloaded.

bleargh!

2009-01-28T22:26:00.002+08:00

ARGH!!!

I'm FREAKING OUT!

MY FACE HAS TURNED TO A MESS!

and i mean, TOTAL MESS!

&#$%*^%&%!%$

CNY getaway!

2009-01-27T17:00:00.005+08:00

where do most Malay families go when CNY approached?

to the beach, of course.

Apparently, my family is no exception.

so yeah, to EC we went. (sadly, its not the Sentosa, that ive been wanting to go)

nevermind the neverending drizzle that lasted the whole night. we did spend the night there, like many families. we even played Uno in the middle of that! hah.

oh oh, the difference for this yr was that love managed to join us *grin* ,

and my Bro & Sis did not.

:'(

do enjoy the pictures, anyway.

hope you ppl enjoyed the long holiday, there is.

& now reminds me of the working day tomorrow.

shucks!

furthermore, the one person im leaning to will not be around
for the whole week. haiz.

the Monroes

2009-01-25T01:58:00.012+08:00

the one place that people have been talking about for so long, Marina Barrage.

and so we went there just earlier.

pretty impressed with the architecture, i would say.

tiring also. whats with the damn blister i had. sheesh.

anyhow, it was the Monroes' day of fun.

heh.

my hair went haywired due to the uncommon wind lately..

i do not care how bad he looked in the above pic, so long i look great!

like i said, must take pride. must take pride.

not enough of the Marina Barrage, we went to another spot in Marina South.

but I do not even know the name of the place lei.

just as i thought, the coming weeks gonna be great with him around, i was slammed with his work schedule. yet again. :(

ps: suddenly, im yearning for the Sun, beach. Not any place. but the ones at Sentosa. mmm.

confess, finally.

2009-01-24T12:09:00.002+08:00

I braved myself to confess..

Felt like shit..

Cant bear to see the look on his face..

*sob*

Birthdays of Beautiful People

2009-01-21T21:50:00.003+08:00

Cos i know she's a silent reader.....

Emelia & Aliff,

Happy 25th Birthday to this beautiful couple that falls today!

yes, both husband & wife's birthday falls on the same day.

How cute is that??

Put aside the thoughts of being quarter-of-the-century ok.

Anyway dears, may you blessed with good life & have dozens kids in future, insya-allah..

Pye & me will always pray for your well-beings.

So when the next trip to KL in har?? Its been eons since we planned for another trip. Haha.

:-*

Mr & Mrs Yazid's Wedding

2009-01-19T21:03:00.009+08:00

how do i start here?

my mind is getting drowsy with the smell of the sireh dara in my room, here.

ermm, ok now how.

as mentioned in the last post, it was my dear brother's wedding last weekend.

i must say it was superb! esp the kompang group led by Wak Jai. kudos to them for making this wedding a grand one, i shall say. with all the Bali theme of the decor, it was just a perfect blend. also, well done to SMAR Wedding Galleria. It was an unexpected to see that nice decor, truly.

can u believe that i actually took 487 pictures altogether?! a professional cameraman surely lose to me.. hah. i was merely wanting to capture every precious moments. its smtg that we would never catch it again.

so here's a 1/10 of the pics i took.

gifts from my bro.

check out the telekong's gift creation.

reminds you of something, doesn't it?

lol

family pic taken before the groom make a move

just love the custom made outfit.

yes, her stuffs were clad in pink. even the whole room, void deck are in pink.

i look like one freaky zapin dancer eh?

what can i say, yours truly need some pics of her own what.

esp with her love.

again, yours truly was so in love with her hair on Sun.

the cousin right next to me is often mistaken as Pye.

haha.

samer ker? really?

on Sun, making our way to kak ain's place.

was asked by Wak Jai to give a short speech

this is only one of the performances.

a new lawfully member to the family.

the beautiful outfits of ours.haha

must take pride what. we went a hard time deciding on the design ok.

like what Fazli said, this is an ambik berkat shot. lol.

congratulation to Mr & Mrs Yazid!

semoga, istana yg dibina kekal hingga ke syurga.

to kak ain, the family welcomes you with arms wide open!

Oh btw, happy monthsary Darl.
& yes, we are quite pressurize with all the makciks asking when is OUR big day, huh?
makcik oi, sabar lar ye..

rush, rush...

2009-01-16T01:17:00.005+08:00

Oh god, i'm so beat. been busy for few days now. with the endless trip to Geylang for the last 2 weeks. aiyoh. & this is not over. later in the evening had to collect the gift creations right after work. u see, its my bro's wedding this weekend.

so as a kind sister like i am, i was given some tasks to settle.

anyway, unexpected thing happened earlier on our way to Expo.

love's bike just went dead in the middle of expway lar! somehow, the wire connected to the strottle got snapped. bleargh! & we had to ~~find~~ WALK to the nearest exit together w the bike. lucky enough, we reached Tampines already.

if not, im gonna blast my head off there and then, i tell you.

its like luck has been on our side (which wasn't enough that the stupid wire snapped at the wrong place anyway), we managed to head down to the workshop not far from the exit. it took us a freaking hour to walk out from that stupid expway ok.

this does not include the time when i had to wait for him under a street light, which im pretty sure doesn't reflect nice on me.

*faint*

ok, the best part is yet to be told. I got the dreambag from Coach.

F-I-N-A-L-L-Y!

now i can match it with my purple top, purple belt, purple baju kurung.

haha, awesome.

pardon those break-outs.

i had them too many a times that i do not know how to get rid of them anymore.

mind sharing any of your tips, people?

miss him

2009-01-11T23:15:00.003+08:00

miss him soo much.

i had no idea what is he doing right now.

haiz, its been so hard to reach him nowadays..

& tuesday is like years away now.

o_o

Nabil's first step to school

2009-01-09T12:18:00.008+08:00

Let me share the pics of Nabil's first day of school. He looked like one ustaz, i tell you. Lucky, he only need to wear this uniform on Mon & Fri only..The other three days will be PE attire which i have yet to see him wearing.

all set but kept bugging me to get ready. somehow, he can still strike a pose.

so excited in wearing that new Transformers sandals.

eager parents

poor teacher Aisyah. while she's busy reading the book, ~~some~~ one student got distracted with us outside.

not wanting the student to get more distracted, we went to have our lunch. 3 hours of waiting. i got so restless that i keep going in & out of Mac. 3 hours of doing nothing lor.

bibik ila is smart enough to bring her ~~pipie~~ lappy. aiyah, due to her tons of project lar.

u think she wants to bring it anyway?

2.5 hours gone
& mummy got herself busy by reading magazine, while me busy taking pics.

time to fetch him. he got all excited when he sees us!

she is one proud mummy..

if you people noticed, there are no pics of yours truly.

obvious reason what. i have no makeup on.

who in the world with a right mind wore makeup when sending kids to school, u tell me?

haha.

aiyah, plain excuse.

all about family

2009-01-05T23:16:00.005+08:00

nothing beats the time spent with the family.

arr.

at least my mind is distracted from all the shit ive been feeling.

we went to collect the outfits for Bro's wedding. which is like 2 weeks away.

& i must say, im totally satisfied with the outcome of my outfit. hell yeah!

u see, i dont really favour of having my kebayas or kurong tailored.

but for this wedding, im prepared to let that go and i must say, im totally into it now. hah.

provided i got the right design in mind lor.

will post the pics of the pretty outfit once we are done with the wedding.

the siblings went to watch Bedtime Stories with the two kids in tow after chilling out. its the 2nd time for me & dear. we wanna watch it again just becos we missed the starting of the movie. haha. we nearly missed it for the second time due to my precious sister's sotong incident. *faint*

just yest, we went to my granny's place for birthday celeb. her birthday lar. 73 ok.

syukor alhamdulillah. but no pictures though. apparently, me & ila arrived late and missed all the cake cutting and doa selamat. oh wait! as well as the ultimate kiss between the grandparents. :(

dont be fooled by the shots. the lighting does make wonders huh.

anyway, its nabil's first day to school today. he looked super cute with the jubah.

Crushed!

2009-01-03T00:35:00.004+08:00

i'm crushed.

i came upon a friend's blog just earlier. we have been friends like 11 years now.

just couldn't believe that she totally forgot about us. i mean, for real.

maybe she erased all the memories shared. but not us. not me in particular.

thank you friend for that particular post.

though it hurting but it was a relieved, at the same time.

I had one friend less now. it's no big deal losing you, ~~woman~~ friend.

just a thought yeah. stay glued to your friends now.

and i will not be bothered by your calls, text msgs or even mails.

get the feel of being forgotten now. it's great.

till then.

ps. this is just a test for the New Year, i hope.
i'm not being petty here. just venting out those unnecessary thoughts abt the woman.
argh, so not worth now, i guess.
go away, emo!
go far far away!

hah!

2009!

2009-01-02T00:59:00.005+08:00

i just couldn't believe that we are actually in 2009 now!

this means ALOT of work has to be done, ALOT of sacrifices has to be made.

wow. a life changing experience indeed. i really hope i can score on that. at least for now, im beginning to cut down on something which i think i have achieve a weee bit, well pretty much i guess.

we shall see how it goes, in weeks to come.

hah!

we will talked about this when i have achieved it ho, like totally.

anywayz, it was nice having to see the wonderful oh-so-pretty fireworks by the bay. couldn't be less exciting when you have the perfect company. i swear, we looked like retards with all camwhoring. but we could not care less that there's hundreds of pictures snapped! haha.

amongst the hundreds shots. the rest are for personal views only.

cannot believe on how i actually looked in some.

disastrous!

the hottest topic for that night. Resolutions.

aside from what i said above, i have one more.

something that i have never achieve every year.

well, the resolution is pretty obvious what.

so yeah, never achieve.

BUT dear, i agree to your dare lar.
we shall see what's going to happen on the agreed month.

oh wait, i hope this year will be a dashing one for us. we went through alot these years. so its about time, we chilled and enjoy the big day preparation. early, u may say. but its always good to start early than too late!

i'm pretty sure, there's alot of things awaits us. Be it good or bad.

all i asking for, is us being patient and tolerance enough to face them.

akan kita harungi suka & duka bersama, ya sayang?

anyway, we will still work on this relationship as there's alot more to learn right?

we will pull this through for this year. & many years to come. Together. Insya-allah

happy new year from me & pye.
hope you ppl out there have a great 2009 ahead!

New Year is tomorrow. For Real!

2008-12-31T09:47:00.006+08:00

3 more hours before calling it a day at work.

and here i am, blogging away like nobody business.

2009 is coming. yes, it is tomorrow.
in fact there's only 14 hours to enjoy the last bits of 2008.

2008. The year that will never, ever gonna be forgetten.

everybody says this every single year. well, almost everybody.

hey, i have got the urge of penning down the things that

has/had happened in the year of Rat.well, here is n pls bear with this post.

Jan : We family had a 4 days of blast in KL.

For the first time ever of getaway together.

Feb : cannot remember anything happened on the month of Love! hehe

Mar : went on a impulsive buys with the girls to the Annual MAC private sale.

a day later, the makeup workshop held by Bobby Brown. of course, splurge on that as well.

(now i realise that the impulsive shopping in me have got to stop!)

Apr : i received my first laptop. from Love. *thank you again sayang*

ironically, i totally forgot that i've received this gift.
just few weeks back, we were talking & i even commented that i DID NOT received any birthday present from him, apart from the delicious yet lovely cupcakes.

can imagine how Love turn to disbelief when he heard that? Hah!

oh, 2 of my beloved colleague left on this month.

my ex-boss on the 4th & April(yes, the name) on 30th. :(

May : held own booth in a flea market on the 17th with Heli. alot, alot, alot of fun.

which also reminds me of these bloody maids kept asking for discounts

when our goods are already so cheap & how Heli refused to give in to them.

heh. nonetheless, fun. something that i would love to do again.

oh yes, my sweet lil munchkin Marsya Syaurah was born.

gives us the jitters to the fact that Nabil is now a big brother.

the night that Marsya was born was unforgettable.

the screams kakak gave that night was first thought as normal contractions-scream but no, its labour time lar.

Imagine being at the void deck at 3am with pyjamas on was humiliating!

June : my good friend, Heli, got engaged on the 14th.

we bought her a birthday gift cum engagement gift.

which by the way, cracks us up on how to decorate the thing. haha.

when the two wives meet, its hell, i tell you!

& &, yours truly disunting on 28th.

*blush*

July : Love left me for Brunei for a freaking 2.5 week. Bah!

Aug : a few things to list down.
the month i start blogging. *cough-late bloomer*

on 8th, witnessed my sweet-oh-madu Lily got proposed on midnight of her birthday.

BBQ with colleagues on the 23rd.

which is coincidentally Love's birthday - which we missed.

the getaway to KL with Love.

not forgetting the much awaited gift which was specially flown from Florida.

hah!

Sept : Fasting, yet again.

Oct : Preparation for E-day beginning to pile up. & i mean it, PILES up. haha.
that proves how kan-cheong i can get.

Nov : E-day on 15th, hell yeah!

Dec : Aiyah, refer to my Dec posts hor.

yes. the ones listed above are ones that i can remember, by far.

so bye for now.

see you in the year of Goat!

mmbekk.

lovely time with love fiance

2008-12-28T22:04:00.002+08:00

another quality time spend with the Love on the last weekend before the new year kicks in.

Changi Airport

2008-12-27T02:39:00.006+08:00

the craves for Popeye became soo bad that we had to have it straight after work!

plus of course, was totally forgotten about the mood-swings i been having lately. esp with these shots with the sweet-oh-darling.

haha.

How can i not have fun with him around?

meetup ~~tomorrow~~ later gonna be fun again!

xoxo

Excitement on Xmas!

2008-12-26T14:32:00.006+08:00

we had our X'mas gift exchange on 24Dec and boy, was i disappointed. My secret Santa was on urgent leave and my X'mas wish did not come true. How sad.

You know what i wish for? ShoeRack. Haha. to put below my desk mah.

Surprisingly, i have SIX pairs of shoes (excluding the one im wearing now, that is) left in the office right now. Yup that many.

So the most practical thing to ask for is a Shoerack!

I really must start to do some housecleaning on my shoes. Be it at home & work. Faint! But how to. All the pairs i had are rarely used and still in very-pretty state to throw away!

Ok enough of the shoes, here are the pics taken on Wed.

Till Den.

siblings

2008-12-23T22:15:00.002+08:00

the siblings went to sings our hearts out despite me got sick. which i still am.

anyway, bad news. i did not get the coach. yes, DID NOT. hmm.

now, it left me with no choice but to try all my best to get it eventually!

i must try hor.

never try, never know.

lol

Holiday coming!

2008-12-21T19:35:00.014+08:00

I am sick right now. Yes. I hate to be sick. The drowsiness, the rimas-ness, the non-stop flow of fluids from the nose. Arr. Panadol definitely does not help here. Maybe a MC for tomorrow will. Lol. Really, i can't even get up from bed. But hey, i surely can type. :P

Anyway, updates for the past few days. Our dept year-end dinner was held at Sakura on last Fri. Job well done by the committee.. *drum rolls please* Yours truly was nominated for Best Dressed! oh wait! To hell with the nomination. I won lar dey! haha. I do not even know why i won in the first place. Oh,maybe my dept were dressed oh-so-boringly that i won tak? lol.

at our table. These people can really eat, i tell you!

my share of food. apparently, i cannot eat much esp for buffets. in which the body image of mine is still unexplainable.

lol.

the oh-so-mad people from my section

me (the winner, ehem!) & the ~~first loser~~ runner-up

Oh, our monthsary falls on the same day. Happy monthsary to you sayang. Though i had fun at Sakura while ure having the fun of your own watching Youtube at home. haha. But i did meet you aft that what? so its fair lar eh. hee

On the same day itself, during lunch-time, camwhored took over us. Told you people our lunch can never be boring! That makes us wonder why that person refused to join us again n again. hmm.

Ok the last part, to make it up for the 19th, me & dear spent a quality time together over the weekend. Mmmm.

Oh, my sillyness striked me yesterday. Got all packed with the BFF then bam! i realised i never bring the MMC card. bodoh kan? so we tried not to let the camwhored-virus get into us.

LOL

oh, you people should seriously watch Twilight. I THINK, there's gonna be a part II.

& Robert Pattinson is so effingly Hot. adore those eyes n that fiercely look throughout.

Boleh pengsan!

xoxo

bullshit

2008-12-17T01:12:00.004+08:00

do you really mean what you said earlier?

i doubt so.

honest.

Bonus, kaaa-ching!

2008-12-14T22:27:00.015+08:00

Dear had a hard time shopping for clothes for his DnD. The theme given was Glamz. But boy, we end up finding him clothes that made him look like a geek! haha. But the end of the day, im sure it will look good on him. Let him work it out himself!

~~Oh, while shopping yesterday, i layed my eyes on 1 particular Pierre Cardin vintage wallet. It doesn't seem practical if i ask him to buy a Coach one what. Afterall, a fine wallet is all i need.~~

~~For now. Hah.~~

Pray hard that i will get what i WANT which is the LOVELY COACH!

i will only know the answer sometime next week!

*pray pray*

LOL

.

He managed to 'fall in love' with one of these after much persuasion!

till then.

xoxo

Can Die!

2008-12-11T18:09:00.008+08:00

2nd post of the day.

*faint*

this is what i got into when im bored nak mampos.

yes, camwhore in ~~meeting room~~ office.

alone some more. with bloody fake *smile*

Old friend

2008-12-11T13:52:00.003+08:00

Time check: 1.52pm
Mood Currently : Bored as hell

Oh well, i just came back from lunch with an old friend. There are so many things to update each other. He still couldn't believe that im engaged. Even checking out my ring as a matter of fact. Hah. Relax lar bro, its not as if i break the news that im married bah.

I miss chilling back in those days with these bunch of friends i have. & lucky me, i met one of them today. Though for a short while but good enough.

i keep having the strong urge of blogging lately but somehow, i couldn't think of anything each time i log in.

Knp eh?

See?now i cannot think of anything liao.

Haiz.

Miss him terribly

2008-12-08T02:43:00.003+08:00

i miss him.

terribly lor.

tuesday, pls come fast!

but its ok, its ok.

i got myself busy this week.

what with the training,

with the outfits for Bro's wedding,

with the Badminton session,

with Hari Raya Haji

& booom!

come Tuesday already!

haha

Abah Birthday!

2008-12-03T22:38:00.004+08:00

Happy 58th Birthday to my dearest Abah!
*muah*

As if he reads my blog. Wahaha!

wedding & birthdays

2008-12-01T23:53:00.006+08:00

me & fiance made a pact earlier. to give each other a gift this coming Dec. its been a long time since we exchange gifts. well, the last time we had an exchange was months ago! geesh! i must think of something useful for ~~myself~~ him. seriously. or maybe i should get him the Obama tshirt that he's been dying to have? but how to get that lei? i went to google & it seems that they sold it in US only. aiyoh, manyak susah.

putting that aside. Just yesterday, we went to a wedding at CCK. we didn't managed to take the pic of the groom & bride though so pix of the pelamin will do hor.

ok, over the lunch time, we gave a good friend who is also my cousin-in-law her birthday gift. The one that we had a time deciding, remember? well, we bought her a set of Bvlgari perfume. lucky for us, she loves it.

for cam-bitches, any place is suitable for shots. haha!

we have a Nice shot, like finally!

with these girls, you hardly became serious, boring person!

lolz

Anyway, if he managed to read this post(somehow or rather lar eh), i seriously THINK i need a wallet. a Coach one will be sufficient. Hee. Im stuck with this miserable 'compartment' of mine. so pls...let me have the ~~Coach~~ wallet, honey..

a Night of Presents

2008-11-29T01:16:00.013+08:00

what can i say about today. The Present/s day, i shall called it? Hah.
Pang's birthday is on e 22nd. yes, a belated present for him. He loves it lor. Who wouldn't? Sampai merah muka member dapat present tu.haha.

happy 24th birthday, Pang!

we know you love the gift, very much.

;)

later in the evening, we went to find another present. This is also a belated gift for someone. we had a HARD time deciding. Haha, boleh mampos.

we finally managed to decide on one. which, i wont show the pic now lar. In case, that person reads my blog. den it wont be a surprise what, right?

After getting the prezzie, we camwhored. of ALL places, we chose the LADIES.

& so we end the day with a good chat.

arrr.

do ignore the quality of the pics yeah? Sadly, i left my BFF at home. So we used my hp instead. What do you expect of the quality right?

oh, its been a while since the three of us went out together other than meeting at work.

nice.

till then.

xoxo

what!???

2008-11-26T23:31:00.001+08:00

OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*FAINT*

Grandpa

2008-11-23T16:54:00.007+08:00

we were at Grandma's place on Sat to have a kenduri arwah for my Late Grandpa. How i wish he is still here with us. Its been like nearly 20 yrs since he left. Though i was only like 3 or 4 at that time, but i knew how frequently the visits he made to my place & brought Yakult with him, specifically for me. i vividly remembered dragging him to the shop if he didnt bring any. Yes, for a 3 year old kid to remember that, its amazing.

Oh, before he passed on, he called me and my younger cousin to come near him. For last look i guess. It was then my aunt told me to kiss his forehead which i did not. & the regret filled me for not doing so, till now. Silly me. I should have kissed him.

haiz.

The point is, i miss him.

Wish he is still here, witnessing all the happy moments that ever happened to me.

decision giving me headache~

2008-11-22T00:53:00.002+08:00

should i or should i not accept? yes, it is an opportunity for me to step-Up, to justify on my work but again, there's things to consider. it is not easy as it seems. it is way too difficult.

first, who is accountable when things are to happen? - my boss, me or the guys?

second, does he ever know how these things work? - i doubt so cos obviously he's talking bullshit here. promises came in one after another; which fyi it does left an employee frustated and tendered. no kidding.

third, am i just being a fast-solver for which it makes his job easier?

fourth, am i being overly concern on this since the first offer made was also rejected by me?

fifth, should i just accept it first and discuss those things later? - but hey, it isn't fair. It will never be fair. i will be utilised by the people concern and get NOTHING. shit.

argh.

wtf.

i shall talk to the one whose has a huge amt of sense than the boss. Hah!

if you ask me, whether do i want to accept or otherwise, well the answer is yes BUT not until i have got what i want. unlike somebody, i need motivation in monetary in order for me to accept this funny offer. not just solely on post or grade for the matter of fact. take that effect first, mister.

So yes, i will have to talk to that person first. He can help, hopefully.

But hey, i don't wanna be like HC. to be fooled by empty promises or more of the world talk.

oh, crap.

2008-11-19T10:34:00.002+08:00

Happy Monthsary to Us!

Love is in the air ~ Engagement!

2008-11-17T00:24:00.016+08:00

------------------------------------------------------------------------
First & foremost, we would like to thank the people who had made this possible.
To family, friends & everybody involved.
THANK YOU SO MUCH
from the bottom of our heart.
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Yes, people.

We are engaged!

Yeah!

Thank you again to those well wishes we have received.

We were so glad that the event went well.

so? eager to see the pics?

well here u go.

enjoy!

with the girls

from me to him

from him to me

thanks to them for slogging all out. ;)

so yes, finally.

we are one step ahead in our love life.

In years to come, we will be ONE.

Insya-allah.

More pics on my multiply, yeah.

p.s: anyway, love u sweetheart.

Never in my heart regret on the decision i've made, that is to spend the rest of my life with YOU.

Dap Dup Dap Dup!

2008-11-11T22:52:00.003+08:00

It's amazing on how fast time flies. Just 5 months back, two families met and discussed.

The next thing we know, the date is nearing soon.very soon.

Geesh!

Ive got to admit, im very nervous.V-E-R-Y.to the extend of having fever n BAD flu last weekend. Heh. Fever is gone, but the flu has yet to go away. Shooo bugger!

Moving on, many things have been accomplished so far. Phew! just a few touch-ups need to be done here & there.

So people, expect a delay of update here.

Yours truly is busy. Busy dealing with her nerve-wrecking-weirdo-feeling.

lol.

NOT!

not in 2 yrs' time!

Tired, tired...

2008-11-09T23:05:00.002+08:00

I'm dead beat!

But Dear's even more tired, i guess.

Thanks Dear for the help!

& what happen just now at the evening was Awesome!

*blush*

Gue cinta ama lo sampai mati deh..

Tiada yg bisa merobohkan cinta kita.

Fort Rad

2008-11-06T23:13:00.006+08:00

we witness the sunset at Fort Rd.

Arrr, peace.

with perfect company + busy-free place

it feels so right

Anxiety Reduction

2008-11-06T00:27:00.000+08:00

Bleargh!

Karaoke Baguuuus

2008-11-04T10:07:00.007+08:00

Since i have got time to spare, i shall talk about on what me & my siblings did last night.

We went karaoke-ing.

To celebrate my elder sista birthday & to fulfill the 'special' request of Ila. We had so much fun indeed, even the little boy enjoyed himself. He would take the mic to himself n sing the song of his own. Except for the parts where 'Oh' is involved, he will shout that as well..he's more of the backup singer lar. Haha.

We surprised kakak with a birthday cake but instead of wanting her to get all blushed and excited, her son took over. He was gleamed with excitement when he saw the cake n started to thank us. haha. mcm birthday dier plak. haha

See? He got all excited with the music on!

Oh, me & Dear were asked to dance cha-cha, but poor Dear he was totally lost! Lucky a dancer in disguise comes to his rescue. Me, that is!

We had soo much fun last night & it definitely won't be the last time we went karaokeing together. Oh, perhaps i should ask my bro & SIL to join as well.

;)

JB

2008-11-03T10:57:00.008+08:00

Bloody hell. It is only 11am, & i have minimal work todo.lol. serious!

Ok let's get back to this blogging.

As mentioned earlier that i cannot wait for that JB trip, well here goes. My darling friends & their partners accompanied me to Angsana yest to buy the necessary stuffs. It went well at first, with the usual janji-melayu. And suddenly, Ms Lily here left the most-important-thing which is the Passport. Yes, passport! *faint*

Hah. She managed to control the kelam-kabutness & all. Goodness, if not we will just proceed without her. haha.

Anyway, i couldn't thanked u babes enough for all the trip we made to JB & Geylang. Seriously, it was nice of you guys to follow me & helped me choose the stuffs though my cerewet-ness does get to your nerves sometimes, right? But kudos to you, that you all managed to go through that overall in one piece! ;)

& to my younger sis, thanks again eh. You helped me alot too.

I will thanked you ppl agn when the day comes eh. Cos i sound like giving an Emmys' speech here.

Sheesh!

Oh, & Happy 30th birthday to my kakak!

Can't wait to scream this beautiful voice out later.

haha.

2008-10-31T23:06:00.005+08:00

It was a night of touring the Punggol area. Geesh. We really had a fun time touring lor.

So much so that we even reached the Punggol End! Lol.

Of course, of course. "Snap! Snap!" is a must.

Hee.

We had fun right Darl?

Oh Oh, my feet getting itchy right now 'cos i can't wait for the JB trip!

I climbed & climbed. I ran & ran.

2008-10-29T21:17:00.003+08:00

Just before lunch : I climbed the stairs 8 floors UP!

Evening : I jog for 5km (the WHOLE of Bedok Reservoir) with Dear.

Phew!

I'm pretty sure i have lost AT LEAST 2 kg today!

Hah.

Wedding!

2008-10-28T23:31:00.004+08:00

Suddenly i have the urge to pen down my thoughts again.

Anyway, have you people noticed there's wedding everywhere? N i mean EVERYWHERE, right after we had just celebrated Raya. Wow. Looking at these weddings, kept me thinking whether mine will run smoothly. Just as every bride & groom hope for. Without a doubt, there WILL be some flaws though. It is undeniably true for all weddings. It can happen anytime.

Before wedding or even at the time itself.

Hmm.

Can we at least avoid those to happen? Of course, its impossible.

No thanks to the dukun-dukun hor.

Really, can we?

After months of plannings & squeezing to your last sweat, the flaws seem reaalllly unavoidable. It could even happen right before your eyes or behind your back. Behind of back is of to the extend that it affects both your families. Sad isn't it? Just as you thought, it could be the memorable lovely affair, it became otherwise.

Ok, what if it involves the most important role in your wedding, say your Mak Andam? *faint*

Bla Bla Bla.

Honestly, i could wail out a bucket of tears if it were to happen to me..

Ya Allah, Jauhkanlah dari HambaMu ini..

My conclusion for this entry is to leave everything to Fate. Insya-allah, if your heart & soul is sincere on building a wonderful marriage ahead 'cos of the Above, your wedding & marriage will be blessed by Him. Throw all the hatred, jealousy far far away. It will do no good to the event.

Anyway, tak orang tak kita kan?

To all Brides&Grooms-to-be out there(esp to you-know-who-you-are),

Enjoy every bits of this Beautiful journey ya.

N put all the misery of the pre-wedding behind y'all.

merry is around the corner!

2008-10-27T20:00:00.001+08:00

lalalalalalalalalalala..

it's coming..

The Wedding Planner

2008-10-26T23:33:00.004+08:00

Finally, i have got THE planner. Yes! I'm soo loving it right now. It has all the required to-do list..So now i can plan from A-Z from Z-A lar! lol.

maybe i can squeeze in the details for my small affair event as well..eh, no harm what..what are planners for..so what if the Day is years away? Being a fussy-cerewet nak mampos-fickled as ever, i seriously need this AMPLE time to plan..so all i need to do is to recce & get the details of all the things that are exclusive n perfect for the Day & jot down in the Planner.

When the day to decide comes, i can just pick & choose. Yes, that easy!

Provided that naughty-naughty choosy won't be in the way though. :)

Talking about plans, i have the plans all lined up for the coming weeks.

Busy busy busy.

Oh, btw wanna see me getting slim for once?

Not once lar, the last i'm at this slim is when im in Pri Sch!

lol.

Haha.

Thanks to Ila for editing it.

Oh wait, one more.

This is done by me though. ;P

original pic below

this is what we looked like if me getting slimmer & pye getting ermm fatter!

c'mon admit it.

I do look good if im slim kan.

haha.

2008-10-22T17:15:00.008+08:00

I'm feeling bored lately. With him not being around even makes it worse. With him not being around, more challenges arises. Every time. Without fail.

*faint*

I just had a hard time yesterday night. Someone said something & it triggers me. I had no other options but to cancel it. It does left me panic for a moment. Called Dear to discuss. In a matter of desperation, i turned to the last choice i had in mind. Thank God. More or less its settled now.

But still, i felt something/s are yet to be done. Something big maybe. Something small maybe too. I have to get down to business and crack my brains on what I had left to do. Hmm. Can't think of anything right now but pretty sure, there's something!

Geesh!

Friends have been saying that I'm gonna tire myself one day.

But, but for sake of one-in-a-lifetime decision, i HAVE to do P-E-R-F-E-C-T-L-Y.

Not perfect to people eyes, duh!

But to mine. To satisfy myself, for what i had in mind all my life .

I, being mentel as-ever, always have these things planned out since young. How it is gonna be.

On every single, small tiny-winy details.

Chek suka noh! :)

But hey, Dear never complains! He just talk me through on my ideas.

Of course, being a true GF i am, i will listen to him.

Heh.

'Cos pretty soon.

We are gonna take,

a step further in our lovelife

& a mile closer to as being one

Insya-allah.

Can't wait!

lol

2008-10-20T16:07:00.003+08:00

i'm BORED.

& miss him terribly.

Raya not over... :(

2008-10-18T23:04:00.005+08:00

Just as I thought my Raya has ended. But i totally forgot that my SIL-to-be has an open house today..so yeah, we went of course.

While waiting for abg, this sister of mine started to do a runway walk. This is apparently due to her frequently watched America Next Top Model on YouTube. Geesh! ANTM has really take a toll on her.

Oh, me & mum became the victims too. Heh!

i couldn't pull it off, i know.

so i pose instead.

Finally, Raya has ended for me. No more visiting required! haha.

Now i can make plans for the coming weekends.

Enjoy your Sunday, yeah people.

Im gonna slave myself tomorrow.

So many things left to do.

I heard 'Help' from tummy!

2008-10-16T22:32:00.008+08:00

To ignore the growling tummy, i have decided to pen down my thoughts. Will this helps? Please tell me it does. I do not want to attend to the tummy right now. Not for these coming weeks. Nope, i won't. Serious! STRICTLY NO food after 8. heh. Persevere & discipline are the only things linger in my mind right now. By looking at Lindsay Lohan-Nurul Aini-& lots more pics, motivates me even more.

Make your man proud of you, they say. Its not that my man didn't. ;) In fact, he knows how sucks my discipline is & how HARD to make these thick fats go far far away. The only way he knows he can change my mind is by sarcasm & honesty. Well, sometimes it DOES NOT works on me either. Heh. Im stubborn, yes. But his remarks does get me thinking before i go to bed. But i will totally forgot about it once morning arises. & the same thoughts come again before i go to bed. The cycle continues till date.....

How to lose these 10-tons of fats go away? Ok maybe just 8.

Everybody wants to look good & feel good kan? Me included. & i want to look really good in a few weeks' time. I want to fit It nicely with a little help of corset. Not as much as it does right now. I have bought one and it does miracle! I wish my body can stay that way once i took if off. Hah! Oh, did i mention that the corset is practically squeezing my intestines out and i can feel the spines are back in place. haha. So imagine the tightness. and imagine wearing those for a solid 10 hours! You may think im torturing myself but to think back, its good for your posture, ok! It also helps to reduce the amount of food you put inside your mouth. Betol.

Anyway, i got this from the net.

Corsets are meant to flatter a woman’s figure by providing a rather tight fit around the body and then pushing the breasts in an upward position. This creates a one of a kind eye catching look that is sure to please both you and your partner. (hehe, he sure does.)

Many women seek the benefit of wearing a Corset to appear to have a more slimmed down look to their overall appearance. Some women report losing as much as 3 inches off their waist lines while they are wearing a Corset.

Because of how the Corset forces your body in an upright position, you may find some added health benefits while you are wearing your Corset. Breathing may become easier due to the fact your chest muscles are more opened up. Your back may hurt a bit at first and you may experience slight pain or discomfort the first few times you are wearing your corset, but in time your muscles will become stronger and firmer and you will feel a whole lot better.

So? Do you want to wear one now?

;)

Oh, ive got this too.

Not only are there countless benefits to wearing a Corset that will help improve your body image and overall health, the benefits it will have on your intimate lifestyle is a fabulous outcome well worth the desires and heated sexual experiences you will soon be achieving while wearing your Corset.

ooooooooo.....

Still Raya?

2008-10-14T16:50:00.016+08:00

I have officially ended my Raya mood yesterday. Went Raya-ing with my gang from work.

It a must-do every year. 4 of us with our partners.

Still very kecoh as ever. Still laugh mcm-nak-roboh as ever. With all the pantun sessions to the league of becoming the best daughter/son in-law. lol.

Not forgetting the feeling-feeling moments of becoming the bride & groom. Everybody, except Heli & Moe, had their share posing as one. Funny nak mampos. I, as usual, became the guinea pig. Grrr.

Oh yes, this is, insya-allah, the last celebrating Raya as two single individuals for some people! lol. For whom i shall not reveal who lar eh.
The most tiring part was when Heli, me & our partners got lost otw to Lily's house. Mak oi. I swear we had explore that Yio Chu Kang Rd, Serangoon North area! lol. No more of this ok. No more. Its time for us to bring a map everytime we are out for Raya. haha.

at my place

dear's

lily's

kak lin's

heli's

There are some photos taken at Kak Lin's crib & Heli's but my camera die on me. Geesh! Im so mad at myself for not charging it that im closed to pyscho Dear to send me home to take the charger. Heh. Lucky for me,i didnt. If i dare to ask him that favour, sure kena siku with his sharp elbow. ;P

But no worries, i have already stole the pics from Heli.

Henderson Wave

2008-10-13T00:27:00.004+08:00

The day we went Henderson Wave. To chill & have fun.

We enjoyed all the moments we had before he got busy with his work. Again.

Sigh.

i cannot believe that he can still do this!

hee..

;)

thanks for lovely time sayang!

wo ai ni alot alot!

is here~!

2008-10-12T13:55:00.005+08:00

Hey, as promised. Part 2 is here. The day we went all out n covered 10 houses. It may be common for people to cover that but us.

Never, never did we do this before & it was hell tiring, i tell you!

From west to the east. From 1 till 1 in the morning.

Lucky for us, the last house is my sis's so by the time we reached there, teros lepak! haha

Dear especially. He was working the morning n meet us straight after that. He got all tired n sleepy till he stopped me from taking anymore pics!

anyway, thanks Dear for everything. I'll give you a treat later ok.. :)

us in the van

with the adorable Marsya

Sweet huh. Siblings of mine

at Angah's place

adorable nabil & aqilah

the family photo..

hehe

-
i really must say this. Im just sooo pissed with some people. Ok, only one person. Imagine that person not being there when guests are at the house. CLEARLY, that person saw us but no no, he/she chose not to be there to serve us, the GUESTS!
pffft.

Raya, Continued..............

2008-10-10T00:42:00.011+08:00

Back to Lebaran, people. As usual, my house will be attacked by both my parents' side.

Headache!

But we were so excited, suddenly.really.Maybe we are trying very hard to be a good host.

But hey, we always do ok. ;)

& oh, we make it a point this year, to take all our guests photos by the lift.

Why outside?

Bcos it's easier to call for a photograph that way. Really, try if you do not believe me. Anyway, to stop me from blabberring further, i shall post the photos.

We got so bored of waiting for them so we end up having fun with my pinkie winkie BFF!

alas, they came. & left.

But before that, my pinkie winkie BFF began to do its justice.

Angah & family.

kecoh sebentar.

last pic before we call it a day.

phew!
another family is yet to come for visit.
penat lar!

;)

-
-
& its our turn to visit the families.
But this is only the 1st part.

in the cab

Waiting for abg

Mati2 taknak naik dulu.

lol

so yeah, part 2 coming soon hor.

So few, so many

2008-10-09T16:06:00.002+08:00

I have a short timeline. Some things are yet to be done. But at times, i cannot bring myself to think about it, much less do them.

Aiyoh. How?

Blamed me for buying without thinking of consequences ~ my laziness, that is.

He's not around somemore. Things are left pending, waiting to be discussed. I'm very fickled ok so most of the things are NOT ok with me. hehe. I want this thing to go smooooothly.

Those 'things' are mostly for my side lar but i still need his opinion, mah.

Ok how about i closed my eyes and hope everything settled by the time I opened them.

haha.

boleh?

( -_-)

Selamat Hari Raya

2008-10-05T17:12:00.013+08:00

Salam Lebaran to all (again!)..

What is Lebaran actually without taking LOTS & LOTS of photos?Photos of your so-long-never-meet cousins/aunties/uncles and of course, photos of your families and not forgetting self shots..

Okay talking about Lebaran, our 1st day was normal. With the maaf-maaffan sessions to the grandmas' house. The exciting part was to see my nephew n niece at their best. Well, Nabil stunned us with the baju kurong, cute little samping & songkok. Who wouldn't look cute right with that?I mean only the kids lar kan.

Duh!

Marsya on the other hand look just as ravishing as her brother. With the matching colour outfit together her mum, haha so cute you know?

Anyway, i did mentioned in my entry on the Raya Eve with regards to the last Ramadhan that you never knew you gonna have. Geesh. It was sad to know that someone passed away during these festive period.

The story goes like this ~ On the 2nd day of Lebaran, me & ila were on our back home after running some errands when we saw a few nicely dressed ppl gathered at the void deck not far from mine. We thought they were out for visiting. Later we know, as we approached nearer( we had to pass that block to my place), when we saw it was actually a funeral.

Yes a funeral on 2nd day of Syawal.

Terasa syahdu sekejap.

Who wouldn't kan?

Just imagine that his/her family got to meet him/her on the 1st day and Bam! the next day, he/she is gone. Sad isn't it?

Moga Allah mencucuri rahmat keatas Rohnya.

Amin.

Anyway, back to the Lebaran celebration,
we took sooo many pics these few days that i think, im gonna make my pinkie-winkie camera my BFF. haha.

Family Potrait.

Next year, we gonna have a new member! My Sis-in-Law that is!

Check out his face..haha.i know he's more interested in the $.lol.

with my elder sis.

~with the cousins shot~

4 families.kecoh!

more visiting pics to come.

;)

Can help me?

2008-10-03T12:32:00.003+08:00

I have been told that there's virus detected from my blog..

Can somebody pls pls pls tell me how to rectify this???

I may once be an IT student but shucks, how e hell do I know about these things!?

Pls help!

Hari Raya

2008-09-30T00:50:00.004+08:00

One more day to go before we say goodbye to Ramadhan this year.

To think about it, its kinda sad huh.

You will NEVER know this is gonna be your LAST Ramadhan.

May us blessed with good health so as to meet Ramadhan next year.

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Ok, this is a great opportunity for me to seek forgiveness from you guys.

To my friends who may or may not be reading my blog, i would like to extend my sincerest apologies to all the mistakes i have done intentionally or otherwise throughout our friendship (if there is, hehe).
Pls (yes, i may sound begging) do forgive me. As much as i have forgiven those who has wrecked, crushed, stepped, spit on me & my heart.. :(

********

Nevertheless.

Selamat Hari Raya, people!

*********

ooopss.

2008-09-29T02:27:00.002+08:00

Sorry guys.

Can't upload the 'F1 video' here.

The file is wayyyy too big.

Loong One

2008-09-28T02:15:00.007+08:00

We had a small celebration for my dear nephew at my place last Thurs. It was funny esp when we sang the song for him. He kept calling my younger sis and even ignore our melodious singing. God knows why.haha..She had to even blow out the candles and cut the cake together with him. It seems like we were celebrating both their birthdays! lol.

check out those cheeks..

eager to cut the cakes

family

We love you, Nabil!

Berry, berry much!

Muah!

23rd Sept 2008

2008-09-23T13:10:00.006+08:00

Last 3 yrs, on this very day, my precious nephew was born.. Everyone in my family was eagerly waiting for this boy to 'pop' out from his mum's.. I vividly remember, i was at work when i received the picture of this darling of mine via mms from his dad..I couldn't work for the first few hours ok! lol. keep calling my mum and shared those 'keghairahan' together...

Mohd Nabil Bin Norhan.

He came and changed our lives & lived up my family spirit almost instantly everytime he comes to visit!

Let me share those moments on the first 3 years of his life..

those lips are his assets.. ;)

when he was a few mths old, i can't recall which mth was that.

chubby nak mampos eh..

at macdonalds..

neoprints as a start of camwhoring..

during APM 07

when the teeth start showing.

when he's two & the obsession for ultraman began..

he turned to a chatterbox once we reached KL! lol

started to love camwhoring like his mum & bibiks..

Happy 3rd Birthday, Abil!

Bibik will give you present, this coming thurs ok?

Nanti balik, ngok o-ko-man nak?

ker

nak tgk Power Rangers Mystic Force?

hyak - hyak!

lol.

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

2008-09-20T00:27:00.003+08:00

Enough of the emo-ing already before ppl get seriously disgusted. lol.

Ok, you see. Im hooked with F.R.I.E.N.D.S (the show) like forever.

Watching them at youtube is like a-must every night before i go to bed.

Lol, it can get me laughing the whole time though ive already watched the clip like a zillion time!

Ok now, enjoy this. The reason why i love the Endless Love song.

going back to old times

2008-09-18T22:20:00.004+08:00

do enjoy the beautiful song by Lionel Richie & Diana Ross.

it is so deeply meaningful.

dedicate to you, Love.

*go*shy*chickas*

aug is commingggg to town..

just wait and see...

June, a pretty busy month..

FLEA MARKET SIGNAGE UP!!!!!!!

the passing of Michael Jackson 25th June 2009

1 mth passed

love chip

it just wont go away.

3 at one Go..

Smtg still pending

Declaration of Love

one deal, is confirmed.

a gd thing, all right...

chosen LB and thats it!

things in my mind, yet again

susan boyle's shock!

brithday stories.......

happy birthday watee~

Wddg of Ross & Lily

mon~morne

shopaholic, are we?

she's getting hitched!

scaryyyy~ night!

Worried in Monthsary

lily's hen night..

i hate my BOSS

proud owner now..

Adam Food Centre

GEnting getawaY (1-4th Mar)

Confused

58th Monthsary

ok, i obliged.

fuckers!

V-day..Not!~

Office Madness!~

2 days of fun, laughter & of course, company!

Past, present..

In the Office

Rock purba..

Friends, back to back!

disheartening.

CNY getaway!

the Monroes

confess, finally.

Birthdays of Beautiful People

Mr & Mrs Yazid's Wedding

rush, rush...

miss him

Nabil's first step to school

all about family

Crushed!

2009!

New Year is tomorrow. For Real!

lovely time with love fiance

Changi Airport

Excitement on Xmas!

siblings

Holiday coming!

bullshit

Bonus, kaaa-ching!

Can Die!

Old friend

Miss him terribly

Abah Birthday!

wedding & birthdays

a Night of Presents

what!???

Grandpa

decision giving me headache~

Love is in the air ~ Engagement!

Dap Dup Dap Dup!

Tired, tired...

Fort Rad

Anxiety Reduction

Karaoke Baguuuus

JB

I climbed & climbed. I ran & ran.

Wedding!

merry is around the corner!

goshychickas